nothin i've ever known..

today i felt blessed.

this happens very rarely..
am a very cynical and highly pessimistic person.
one of the worst irreversible cases.


"How do I explain it when I don't know what to say
What do I do now - so much has changed"

sometimes u cant put words to ur feelings.
right now..i cant.


PS don understand any of the above?? u dun have to.


"Nothing I have ever known - has made me feel this way
Nothing I have ever seen - has made me want to stay
but here I am - ready for you
I'm turnin', I'm fallin' - I hear my home callin'
Hey - I've never felt somethin's so strong - oh no
I'ts like nothing I've ever known "

pink floyd

k...so comfortably numb is just another really weird song.
likeable though.
n shine on u crazy diamond is almost all instrumental.
lik coming back to life...just less enthrallin..

ps ignore da randomness.

wtf???

so my counsellor called just now n she said:

"u will have to change your email id...u cannot stick around with a weird name lik ..."eternityendswithme" anymore...schools wun really appreciate it!"

n i am lik
fuck u woman
:(
i mean i was lik "born "with this id!!
let me put it lik dis.....
wen i first started electronic mailing back in 3rd grade...i had da most adorable id..."lord voldermort"...i luved it...just lik i loved all things potter!
i stuck to it for a long time wen in 8th grade...i was struck with this magnificent new id idea -wanilarose...again i luved it..not that many ppl wud agree..buh i did :D

then disaster struck me wen it got hacked
[may the person who did it rot in hell]
i cried myself to sleep that night..thats how much i was attached to it. :!
then i finally came up with eternityendswithme n i decided that i was gonna keep it foreva!
til death do us part!

enuf history.
I'm sure da gravity f da situation is conceivable now.

i have to change it.
im SUPPOSED to change it.
just because some prof would have issues abt it!!!
:x

ppl are droppin in ideas lik... anu29 or anu1989...but nothin can touch my hear lik eternityendswithme...
i have a connection with it.
it defines me.
i can never feel this way for any other id. never period.

PS ppl who think i have bizarre n way to emotional abt my id. pls leave da blog right away.